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Post by Niso Konto on Dec 2, 2017 20:22:59 GMT -8
Despite Lucien's tone, Niso didn't speak till he was sure the boy was finished. He was expecting another slam into the ground, but when it seemed that wasn't coming, he weakly triedto push himself up again, coughing a little as a rather rough, shaky breath flowed in just the wrong way. 『Oh they loved me...they were perfect...loving...spent time with me....affectionate...strict but never harsh...so...so...so loving...heh』
『Or...I guess they were...? Its hard to tell...they certainly acted like they loved me...but how could I tell? I had no idea what love was back them...I appreciated them like someone appreciates a bed at the end of the night...they were there. They were comfy...but you don't need them.』His eyes shifted up to Lucien...why was his vision so blurry...was he not healing...? Was it mental exhaustion...no he...he needed to say why...why did he...? He...fuck why did he kill them. The memory escaped him for a moment, but a weak chuckle flowed as he recalled.
『One day I just...didn't want to follow the world's order anymore...what better way to break the chains than killing the people who taught me to be who I am...? Heh...hehehehe...it...it sounds so dumb now...』Tears began to flow down his cheeks, but he wasn't sobbing...he could feel them flowing down and off his jaw, but his body didn't convulse or pulse like he'd seen so many others do when they cried. He shouldn't be crying. He was just exhausted. Yeah. That was it.
『...I...I regret it a little...but I doubt I will tomorrow...』
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 2, 2017 20:38:28 GMT -8
Perfect, loving, affectionate, strict but never harsh… Lucien… couldn’t believe it. His stomach twisted up, and his face pulled into a grimace. They were comfy… but not necessary… What better way to break the chain than to kill the two people who taught him to be who he was??? This was…. this was sick? And yet…. The way Niso’s aura moved for a second was…. different… and the fact that his eyes had welled and ….. the words after were…..
A weird huff escaped from Lucien. “If they loved you, you should regret it,” he exhaled. “They’re people who cared about you. They’re people who’re supposed to be important to you….as you were to them…” His voice was shaking a bit, and maybe his own eyes were watering with feeling. “Deciding they needed to die just cause the universe gave them to you is sick.”
Both Ka Ua and Laka cringed in unison. The note in Luci’s voice was enough to send shivers through both of them— as if the entire conversation wasn’t cringe worthy enough on its own.
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Post by Niso Konto on Dec 2, 2017 20:54:58 GMT -8
『...Maybe I should regret it...guess it just took me too long to realize i couldn't take it back...』
His eyes hurt. Maybe they hurt anyway from the fight but he was starting to notice it now as the tears continued to flow...had he...ever cried since he changed? Since he left Unova...since he... His thoughts almost seemed repulsed as the image of what he did back then flashed in his head, a more nervous chuckle pushing though him as his hands rested together between his knees, squeezing his thumb into his palm as he just...tried to focus enough to think...
『They didn't need to die...I...I just...I don't know what i thought..it felt so good...I was whistling all the way to the boat after I did it but...w-why was I so happy about that...?』They loved him...he knew what that felt like now and...even if he didn't love his parents it felt like a gut punch thinking about it now. People who felt for him the way he did for Sera. Maybe not as much. Maybe not in the same way but. He'd do anything for Sera...he was sure they'd have done anything for him. Why on earth did he...
『HRRPH!』Before he could stop himself he was keeled over again. The mental and physical exhaustion mixed with the flurry of emotions he was finally feeling about all of this had been a bit too much for his gut to handle. In a flash Golispod was between the two trainers, his aqua jet putting himself between them...he didn't feel comfortable with his trainer right now in the slightest, but a part of him still felt obligated to put himself between the humans as Niso's body cleaand mind clearly seemed beyond breaking point as he hurled up his lunch.
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 2, 2017 21:23:21 GMT -8
Lucien didn’t even know why he was having this discussion, why he was trying to convince a homicidal maniac that killing his parents had been wrong, why he was not punching him till he passed the fuck out and dragging his ass off to jail where the authorities could deal with him. But he did know…. How sad he felt? So sad. So…. So very sad???? The thought that Niso had been glad for even a moment to rid the world and himself of people who loved him just??? FUCKING HURT????
Before Lucien realized it, Niso had fallen over again. He startled in a weird moment of sympathy, a hand reaching out to try and grab him— only for the Golisopod to come flying in the way. Luci squirmed back a bit, and Ka Ua was the quickest to come bolting around ready to slice and dice should the Golisopod dare hurt her trainer. Laka whined a bit but sort of slid forward as well. Lucien, meanwhile, sort of stared beyond the Golisopod, his aura senses allowing him to see the outline of Niso has he heaved. Looking back up at the Golisopod, however, Lucien fronwed. “Easy big guy….” he mumbled slowly shaking his head. He uh…. Kinda wanted to talk to Niso more but….
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Post by Niso Konto on Dec 2, 2017 21:36:49 GMT -8
Niso didn't take long before he ran out of stuff to hurl. The back of his throat burned from it and he didn't exactly know where to put his hands anymore. His body was still trying to push something out even while he had nothing to give and he just convulsed on the spot. As the trainer seemed to want him to calm down, the giant bug looked back to his trainer...he was slowly calming down even if he was still retching, and while the Golisopod could hear in Lucien's voice that he wasn't a threat, a part of him didn't want to put Niso through whatever brought him to this...
But after hearing what he did...
He satisfied both desires as he stepped backwards over his trainer, letting the two humans look at eachother once more, Niso wiping his mouth roughly with his sleeve as he managed to control himself, the Golisopod leering over him, the small, useless arms around the edge of his dome like upper half twitching, ready to strike if they could as the golisopod hovered over his trainer protectively, a blind hand reaching back till he felt the Mimikyu that had been knocked out, pulling it in towards them.
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 2, 2017 21:49:57 GMT -8
A slow, shaky breath drew into Lucien as the Golisopod shifted. Looking at Niso fully now, he was again aware he had to have been around his age, somewhere in there. His stomach tightened up. He wanted to be angry, blindly angry, flighty angry, angry enough that he could keep attacking. But…. his aura had since burnt up. He was spiritually exhausted. His body was also starting to feel the aches and pains he had sustained from Niso’s punches and kicks. His torso especially was starting to hurt. Ugh….
Lucien frowned. “If you regret killing them….don’t… let it go,” he finally spoke, his hands closing together up in front of himself weirdly. “Don’t… break down their memories just cause it hurts….” That was what that was, right? Pain. Niso was in pain. “You’ve hurt a lot of people!” he emphasized with force if not anger any longer. “Don’t forget them either! Don’t just… be fine with it….” Ugh why was he saying this. Niso had spent so much time trying to convince him he didn’t feel but….ugh he had to say it.
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Post by Niso Konto on Dec 2, 2017 22:10:53 GMT -8
Niso's mind was racing but in an oddly more streamlined fashion than he was used to. It still felt like a storm in his head but it was a single train of thought...how could he have done that. He couldn't take it back. Death was permanent. How could he have done that to them of all people...he couldn't have them back, he probably wouldn't even have them if he'd still gone down the path he had, but he didn't even have them around anymore to reject him and that stung in a way he couldn't describe. The center of his aura was practically crushing itself as it felt weaker and weaker under the weight of the souls around it.
At Lucien's words his eyes seemed a bit blank, but he definitely heard him, just...a slow, careful nod, no words leaving his mouth...he didn't know about everyone else but...this wasn't something he could, or should brush off tommorrow...he...he'd been thinking a lot about changing lately, just...pushing himself to continue chaos in a way that didn't destroy in its wake...not just for Sera this time but so he didn't feel so damn conflicted with every step he took. He just...nodded again.
"It's not okay."
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 3, 2017 10:01:44 GMT -8
A hard breath escaped from Lucien. His vision was blurry, and he would have guessed he was crying had it not been for the fact that his aura vision was also blurry. Man… man suddenly he was exhausted and hurting and this fucking sucked. All of it. Why couldn’t Thomas or some other member of Interpol do this? Drag him into custody and put him on trial or something? Why hadn’t it been done yet? Why did he have to be the one standing right here? Why did…..Ugh.
Even if Niso had some semblance of understanding. Even if he had had such a violent physical reaction right then, even if he’d assessed for himself that it wasn’t ok, he’d done so much? He’d hurt so many people? He didn’t deserve forgiveness let alone from Lucien Benoit. But at the same time, knowing there was some part of him that was human was almost a relief? Knowing he wasn’t fighting just a monster, maybe. A thought occurred to him, and his hands tightened into fists before relaxing again. “You don’t…. have to fight the system just cause you’re bored ya know….” he shook his head a bit. “You don’t have to kill people or… make anyone’s life suck just to say ‘I can do what I want’… That’s not even just selfish that’s stupid.”
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Post by Niso Konto on Dec 3, 2017 10:29:58 GMT -8
Niso was slowly working his way up to his feet at this point, his body felt weak to the point it wasn't really registering. Lucien's words still where though and...as much as he'd managed to make a breakthrough with his parents, the rest of the world still barely mattered to him...it wasn't that he had to hurt people or anything of the sort. Maybe it was stupid...but it was fun and it helped clear his head. It made him feel like he was more than just some silly cog...staying home and playing mario kart with Nik, Mia, Sera and now sometimes Orion he guessed, could only do so much for a guy like him.
『...Guess not...』
Lucien was still right of course...he didn't have to do any of it...and he was starting to grow sick and tired of conflicting with himself doing all of this...he could have fun till that moment he wanted to push it a step too far and his body would almost repel the idea from within, lock up...do crap like this...
『I...』 His eyes were still foggy and dazed, glancing around the empty street. It couldn't stay empty for ever at this busy time of year, and he started to slump around into the opposite direction. 『I should go...today did...heh...today did not go as planned...』
He idly waved a hand back, the Golisopod supporting Niso's side as he tried to keep walking away. 『If you go back there...tell the eevee girl she was good...it was really fun watching her』
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 3, 2017 10:47:00 GMT -8
A weird noise escaped form Lucien as Niso turned. “Wait—“ Wait? For what? Lucien had burnt himself out already and was the last person to expect aid in the form of adults but…Gold eyes flickered to the Golisopod and then to Niso again, and despite himself, despite what fear he may have had about being attacked by that Pokemon in particular right then, Lucien closed the distance between the three of them, rounding the side to stand in front of them barring the way. “Gimme yer phone number ‘n I’ll text you mine…” Already the phone was in his hand.
Lucien, Arceus, why. Ka Ua face/palmed harder than she expected to, and the sound was enough to jolt Laka who cared less but was still… uncertain at best. Lucien himself didn’t even know why but… Some part of him had found a resolution if even for a brief moment in time.
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Post by Niso Konto on Dec 3, 2017 10:52:45 GMT -8
『...what is it with you Verians and not turning me into the police?』
He chuckled weakly, unable to believe this was happening for...what? The 5th time right? Yeah sounded about right. Sera, Nik, Mia, Orion, Lucien...pretty sure there was no one else who knew him who wasn't wanted already. He took out his flip phone, something a little more heavy duty he took with him to survive all the shit he got into, his usual phone actually sitting at home so he could play games on it. He tapped through a menu or two till his number displayed on screen, holding it up and out to the other boy with a rather deadpan look, managing to smirk and chuckle as he said
『If I suddenly have some therapist nutcase calling me up I'm blocking your number.』
Golisopod looked over Niso and the other human, oddly thankful this wasn't escalating into another fight...but unsure how to feel about either of them given what he'd learned and watched today.
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 3, 2017 14:09:22 GMT -8
A small, silly smile briefly pulled onto Lucien’s features at Niso’s question. “I’ve had my own trouble with the law,” he admitted with a small shoulder shrug as he read over the number that was displayed and started punching it into his phone. “Nowhere close ta whatcha’ve done but….” Yellow eyes flickered up and stared pretty hard at those faded black eyes. “I think everyone can change…” he stated flatly. Anyone who’s human and not monster anyways.
If I have some therapist nutcase calling me I’m blocking your number. A snort escaped from Lucien, and he flashed a grin at that. “Ya think ah could convince a therapist to talk to ya?” he asked not really believing it. Of course, Lucien had no way of knowing how some psychologists just loved this kind of stuff— and more importantly loved to tear into this kind of stuff, heh. “But ah…. Nah I’ll… I don’t… even know if I’ll message ya but…” he shrugged his shoulders and flashed a grin. “Guess I just … wanna talk s’memore later.”
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Post by Niso Konto on Dec 3, 2017 15:27:36 GMT -8
Niso let Lucien take in the number before closing up the phone, any text lucien sent him would be obvious enough thanks to the vibration settings and he'd remember to save the number later. His eyes were genuinely looking a little tired, even as he narrowed his gaze at the Benoit...really? He'd broken the law? A part of him didn't believe it from the few experiences he'd had with the hoity toity family but...hey, anything was possible. 『Uh-huh...sure...』 Okay maybe he just flat out couldn't believe it. Sue him.
He let out a light chuckle at the continued talk of the therapist. 『I am fairly certain a handful of psychologists will pay you for that number...they won't even hand me in.』He smirked wide and eased his phone into his pocket 『Sure...sure...maybe I'll call you when my face stops hurting』 A hand brushed over his stinging nose, hissing at the touch...he noticed from his hand he was still bleeding. His eyes sharpened as the realization some of his wounds weren't healing shook his core...but he refused to let it show. He curled his fingers into his palm and let out a light chuckle as he tried to shift his mind to something else.
『Er...I...I was serious...if you go back to the contest let Sera know I think she looked great』 He name had been announced during the contest, no reason to pretend he didn't know it right?
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 3, 2017 16:17:31 GMT -8
Lucien tried very hard to hide that harsh smirk at Niso’s words but damn if he wasn’t pleased he’d been able to do some damage after all that. Of course, he had his own injuries to deal with and would be feeling them eventually when the adrenaline finally completely died in him— or in the morning when he woke up with plenty of bruises to spare.
At the last words, however, something clicked in Lucien’s head. He’d… seen Niso’s dark aura before on Sera’s clothing…. And now Niso saying her name like that— Sera rather than Serafeyna— had him …. Uncomfortable. He wanted to ask Niso but…well Niso looked like hell and Lucien felt like hell, and walking back to the contest in itself was going to be a huge pain and …. Maybe he was just a little tired. “Yeah…sure…” he finally answered giving a small nod and finally starting to walk back towards Ka Ua and Laka.
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