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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 29, 2017 21:43:03 GMT -8
A weak laugh escaped from Lucien. He couldn’t deny her issues and wouldn’t even try to defend them. It was all kinds of fucked up, and he still wasn’t over it but whatcha gonna do when there’s no emotion left to spend? Nawt much bruh.
Lucien would hesitate for a moment, however, as Sera’s last words hit the air. “Well…. Ah…. I want something to do with you but ah….heh... yeah…” He took in a weird breath and rubbed one side of his face realizing just how sore it was and half wondering if it was puffy or not. “Dunno if I make the ‘care’ list but.” He breathe-laughed after a second or two. “If I didn’t I couldah just…” Stopped talking to her, turned her into the police, any number of things that he clearly wasn’t doing right now so heh. “Yeah.”
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Post by Serafeyna Carroll on Dec 29, 2017 22:00:45 GMT -8
Sera... only now was starting to realize how weak his feed had gotten, and.. she wasn't sure what to do with that? It wasn't total apathy but... Well whatever. As long as he wasn't leaving that was something.
Dunno if I make the 'care' list but. .... Right, there was... She attempted a deep breath, but it became a bit staggered.
"I.. I wanna care?" she squeaked. "I... I guess that's... another reason Niso is important to me? I'm just..." She bit her lip, scrunched her face, grabbed a handful of hair to tug and partially hide her face. "I say how much I care about everyone but I'm so bad at actually keeping in touch with people and? I guess... on some level I know I'm a pretty terrible friend..." Ow??? Arceus her chest ached to honestly acknowledge that but she guessed this was what they were doing today. "Niso.. made it easy?" A few moments, and she sputtered an embarrassed laugh. "I mean he kind of straight-up stalked me? But it worked. It... I never had to wonder if he really wanted me around or was just being nice, you know?" A bit more of that awkward laugh weakly followed.
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 29, 2017 22:29:12 GMT -8
Lucien’s lips twitched parting briefly only to close again. On some level I know I’m a pretty terrible friend… Yeah? Heh, not like he was any better, but Luci wasn’t in the mood to acknowledge that in himself. Maybe in a couple weeks after his bruises had healed and he felt less like shit all around heh.
The follow up comment had him fidgeting, however. Kind of straight up stalked her? Seriously? And she was not only fine with that but happy about it on some level??The fuck??? He couldn’t even really parse the idea of wanting to be wanted at the cost of being wanted like that but he …guessed she was lonely? Desperate? Arceus. “I’ll be real wit’chu… that’s just straight up creepy…” he answered not quite looking at her. “I mean I get wanting to be wanted but….” he made a face and shook his head. Maybe he’d just had his share of crazy already and was done with it.
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Post by Serafeyna Carroll on Dec 29, 2017 22:40:05 GMT -8
Yeah? Well... Thanks for focusing on that over everything else she was saying. Not like she could've used any sort of validation or consolation right now but? She guessed she didn't deserve any. ..Or was he saying her acting like she cared when she was really so detached was creepy?? ..Ah, n-no, no the last part gave enough context probably.
"I mean if I ever asked him to stop or like, was even slightly offput, sure. But for me it was just... more endearing he'd actually go out of his way to spend time with me, even though I was homeless and he didn't have a phone back then." ...Did he? Or had she just not thought to ask for his number or...? Man her memory could go fuck itself some time but she was gonna stick with this. "Like... I guess? maybe I'd feel different if he'd had the option to call and ask me to hang out and just showed up instead but he kind of didn't so?" She gave him a pronounced shrug. "If being eager to see me and socially awkward is the worst thing he's done in this relationship I think I'm doing pretty good honestly."
... A thought occurred to her with such intensity that she just... sort of blinked and looked a little dazed?? "I... don't think we've ever had a serious fight actually." A few Niso what are you doing moments but? he was so good about listening and making efforts and??? Just kind of let her get frustrated the few times she did and was so pure and good and sweet and fuck her heart she adored him so much oh no.
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 30, 2017 10:27:40 GMT -8
The fact Sera wasn’t off put by a stalker and even endeared by it was …??? Lucien’s features scrunched up. How was she not thrown off by??? Going out of his way to spend time with me even though I was homeless… He…. He guessed??? But ???? Being eager to see her and socially awkward— Niso Konto as socially awkward? What— no what? The fuck? The kid who— Lucien squinted. He…couldn’t even imagine it very well but he guessed if he— oh. Stigma, yeah. He guessed? Ehhhh… still gross to think about.
What came after, however, had Lucien frowning. He…. couldn’t really, wouldn’t really, believe it. The image of Niso just… bending to whatever she said or did or anything was so hard to fathom given of what he knew about – or assumed about— him. “…What’d you do to him?” he asked before he could stop himself.
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Post by Serafeyna Carroll on Dec 30, 2017 22:47:45 GMT -8
That question earned a sudden puff of sharp laugh. "I mean??" How did she even answer that? Ha. "Since you're asking me, I'd like to say something like... I gave him a chance. Showed him genuine kindness when everyone else was afraid of him or only interested in using his reputation and powers. Or maybe that I was just unexpected in general and helped him find less destructive outlets for his love of chaos." A love she shared to some extent, of course, so that had come more naturally than one might have expected, but she digressed.
"If you ask him though?" She laughed a bit, rolling her eyes affectionately. "I exist."
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 31, 2017 18:13:19 GMT -8
I exist. Yellow eyes blinked a couple of times before a small snort escaped from Lucien. He couldn’t… even fathom that kind of adoration? Obsession? Or love? Or? What word was this even? He had no clue, lol. “Man…” Lucien chuckled a bit softer reaching up to rub his forehead. “Sounds like something…” Something that he couldn’t even begin to process, really. Something that still managed to have him smiling a little, somehow. Something that he vaguely sort of wanted and didn’t want and all in between.
Now in the lull of feeling, Lucien was becoming aware of how tired he was. He’d stressed and stretched his aura to excess, and if that wasn’t bad enough, he’d physically burned himself out on top of that. “Ya… ya might wanna go track ‘im down…” he half-laughed. “Make sure he’s ok.” That was ... almost comical considering all that had happened.
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Post by Serafeyna Carroll on Dec 31, 2017 19:58:54 GMT -8
Hm..? That was a sort of odd feeling Sera picked up for a moment, though with her own thoughts still kind of frazzld she couldn't tell if it was strange in an unfamiliar way or just hard to place because it wasn't what she 'expected' or what. She didn't spend too long wondering, though.
At his suggestion, she briefly chuckled herself. "I've seen him pick himself up from such bodycrushing injury I physically felt it and watched broken bones heal. It's... still kind of terrifying and I'd rather he not have to, but I'm sure he'll be fine." She'd see how he was holding up mentally once she got home, but a few more minutes would hardly hurt.
"...Are you gonna be okay?" she finally thought to ask. She brushed a bit of his bangs aside to meet his eyes better, tucking what hair would reach behind his ear.
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 31, 2017 20:13:15 GMT -8
Was he gonna be ok? Lucien… didn’t even really know how to answer that. Sure, his body would heal. He had bruises down to the bone, but it wasn’t something that wouldn’t slowly ameliorate itself over time (or maybe with some help from Viola). Mentally and emotionally though? Heh, who knew? He felt all kinds of fucked up, and some things he was still unsure of what or how he felt in total. He’d never really felt quite like this, and man did it suck heh.
But ah… heh… “Yeah ah’ll be ok…” he answered slowly winking and offering a smallish smile. “Prolly need ta catch up with my cuz and see how he did…” He was vaguely aware that someone had said something about him winning, but he wanted to see more of how Seraph was.
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Post by Serafeyna Carroll on Dec 31, 2017 20:57:41 GMT -8
All right. She knew he wasn't quite as confident about that as he looked, but she'd take his word that he felt like it would get better, and take that wink as a positive sign, too. Hopefully he just needed some time.
As he gave yet another thing one of them needed to go do in such a short frame, though, she got the feeling he was trying to bring their own conversation to a close, so she nodded. "All right," she agreed. "I won't keep you too long, then. ...Just?" She moved to her knees and closer to him, leaning in to hug him about as well as she could with his position. As she did, she tried her best to manipulate her own mood, ignoring all the mess for the moment and focusing on thoughts warm and calm and gentle-- not the sort of overwhelming feelings she felt when Niso proclaimed his love, but more like the quiet contentment she felt falling asleep watching a movie together-- and projected that feeling softly at Lucien. It wouldn't undo his other feelings or necessarily persist after she stopped, but if she could nudge him toward a slightly calmer mindframe, she wanted to do what she could.
"Call me, or text me or..." Pulling back, she smiled gently. "Keep in touch, okay? And thank you, for not... Yeah." Heh. That was enough. Stand and leave, this was very sim-- or she could give in the her affectionate impulses and lean back in to briefly kiss him instead. Okay.
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Dec 31, 2017 21:22:43 GMT -8
As Sera’s projected feelings washed over him, Lucien’s eyes lidded some, threatening to close entirely at any second. He suddenly… wanted to pull her into a bed and just lay next to her to just… keep this feeling perpetuating until he fell asleep or forever, lol. But… he really needed to get up and try and get the rest of himself together and ugh…As Sera pulled back, Lucien groaned a little, resigning to get up when she did and—
Lips on his own had Lucien’s eyes closing entirely. He should have been off put. A few seconds, maybe a minute ago, he would have been very off put, but right then after feeling so fuzzy and tired it was so nice. He… might have been reaching both arms up to try and pull her gently back down again onto him before fitting those arms around her comfortably. It’d be fine if they just…. continued this for a bit, yeah?
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Post by Serafeyna Carroll on Dec 31, 2017 22:52:29 GMT -8
O-oh?? Whatever rational part of her had been functioning when she did this worried it was out of line and he'd get upset and push her away, but even her impulse had been (at least mostly?) just a simple gesture of affection. But just as she pulled away, his arms wrapped around her and pulled her back in and.... ahhhhh mmmf okay maybe a little more...
Mmmmm but... it helped him feel a little better, it seemed? Just in the form of physical comfort. And as he felt nicer, she soaked up that feeling, and felt warmer and fuzzier herself. ...That was probably enough... orrr she could project some of this back at him, and proceed to relish in the way that fed his own feelings. Oh had this kiss gotten deeper? When did that happen?
Some reasonable part of her was screaming under all this. Sera what the hell? You just got into a big fight? He was at least probably not going to report her or Niso to the police but he beat Niso up and said some of the stuff she found endearing was weird or creepy and nothing about this should have made her feel positively toward him right now at all? M-maybe the possibly eventually coming around to give Niso another positive influence thing but-- no, even if she could find some saving grace, she wasn't doing this out of gratitude toward that or anything of the sort. She was literally just vaguely high on the pleasure rush here.
It... also might not have been entirely ethical to keep going when she was psychically fueling part of his feelings, and when he was so emotional even if this did seem to be helping him suppress that in the moment. Ahh-- mmmm but....... She untangled her hand from his hair (when did it get there??) and reluctantly pulled back, if only a little. "Y-you were uh..." Against her better judgment she kissed him again. Ah-- n-no, this hand was... pushing at his chest (barely), not just.. slowly running down it or anything. "Gonna do... something." This constituted trying probably.
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Jan 1, 2018 11:23:38 GMT -8
Hhhh wow when had this escalated so quickly? Despite everything still banging around in his mind, Lucien found his feelings were starting to even out and settle into something much more familiar. That warmth off Sera was so comforting and nice and as it intensified he just soaked it up even more. Was he feeling a little high? Yeah, totally, actually. High enough to let the rest of his brain fuck off for a bit and his body too.
As Sera pulled back, however, Lucien’s features did fall some. O-oh…. You were gonna do something… Yeah, he remembered but…. “Do you, maybe?” he chuckled a little weakly. “But ah it’s….” he mumbled a word in Kalosian for ‘fine’ on accident. Even then, however, the effect was starting to wear off again, and he kinda just… sorta felt vaguely tired and sad again. At least the bigger, more complex, emotions had been pushed out and would probably keep off for a while but….. but yeah.
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Post by Serafeyna Carroll on Jan 1, 2018 11:44:17 GMT -8
Pfffffththbfff.. Okay, Sera honestly walked into that. Ah-- but it was what now? She... knew probably five words and three song snippets in Kalosian, and this didn't sound like 'bonjour' or the Kalosian bit of Bad Romance so?? Ah, she just sort of ignored it as her brain moved back to the first part.
"...Do you wanna?" she asked just above a whisper. Letting a small smirk reach her features, she teased, "I mean... you dragged me off to a private room. Some folks are bound to assume anyway...~" She chuckled softly. "But... yeah. If you're tired or just wanna go it's fine, but... if it'd help you relax...." One hand slipped just under his shirt, not too far and easily removed just by him standing, but just enough to feel his warm skin.
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Post by Lucien Benoit on Jan 1, 2018 12:37:59 GMT -8
Did he wanna? A small breathed laugh escaped from Lucien. Of course, his gut reaction was yes right then. It would help him relax, and the return of those softer feelings would be so nice for however long. Keeping what thoughts he still had at bay and just getting a chance to enjoy the rest of the evening was just… heh, yeah. Slowly shifting a hand to Sera’s cheek, Lucien kissed her briefly then another deeply. “Yeah, I wanna,” he answered immediately kissing her cheek and then nipping at her ear. “F ya wanna.” Cause apparently this was happening.
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